alright.
its been so long since i last blogged.Since right now,i need somewhere to rant out all my feelings,here shall it be.
feeling so sucky for the past weeks.Ever since that day,those memories just cant stop haunting me.Wanna find someone to talk to,but its also hard.Who will be there listening to all those stupid rants plus i dont wanna bother anyone.No one knows exactly how im feeling and etc.It's gonna be 1 month since that day,why i just couldnt get over you yet.Hate everything about myself.just hate it,hate this feelings.I still want to know how are you and you about your daily lives as a friend,but i guess its kind of impossible for now.We should not have even started in the first place.Looking at how things are right now,i felt so depressed about it.Nothing to salvage back the closed friendship that we used to share.Nothing at all.All this aint what i wanted it to be.Whyyy,whyy did we even started...): 每天只能走一步，算一步。HAIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSS.
can someone just enlightened me..