After many days of waiting , the day had finally arrived.
Today is the release of MT O lvl results.
Overall for sec 5 we did badly compared to last year.
My heart started throbbing damn fast,and I'm almost on the verge of going crazy.
And before we went forward to sign our results ,
there's only 1 student who got A2 .
and my first thought was that i wouldnt be the one.
I thought ghasis , caihong or rather tze yi will gt an A
But it turned out that Im the one who got A2.
I cant believe it,SERIOUSLY!
I even checked for the second time .
Ok,you may think i was exaggerating , but no ,I'm not.
And I thanked the people who had congratulated me and some even hugged me!
But I cant remember who were the ones who had hugged me because I was totally astonished by my results!
So yeah , proceed outside the spectrum.
and knowing that some of my friends got B3 and some even got C5 and breakdown,I just cant be happy anymore.
Because my first instinct was , Im the only one who got Distinction.
And people around me got other grades.
I dnt know how should i feel.
and seeing one of my friend cried untill so jialat,can I even be happy?
So I was sort of moody and people asked me to smile and i gave them a fake smile.
and normally my expressions was written on my face.
And I hope you guys really understand how I felt.
I dnt want to hurt you guys feeling by being happy though I deserve it,seriously.
And I have no idea what to do or say.
I happy with my results later you all not happy with me,say me this and that.
I not happy you all also say me this and that.
What you want me to do?
Im in a difficult position and I put myself in you all shoes.
But have you guys ever thought of why I dnt want to be happy infront of your?
Your think i want to have that kind of moody face?
No i dnt want and I dnt wish.
I feared that I would hurt you guys feelings ,you all can choose to believe or dnt believe .
I knew my results really turned out to be an unexpected to most of you and also to myself,
but this prove that my hardwork really paid off.
So I blogged what i feel and I dnt care anymore because this is my blog.
So for those who looked down on me, I will assure you that I will do well for my o lvls and work even harder.
You guys made me even more motivated.
So before i end my post.
gratefully thanks to my gfs.
yes, so sweet of christianna to told everyone that Im takin results today and asked them to msg me and wished me luck! And all this while, who had been believing that I can do well and have endless of confidence in me.Seriously thanks!
Sames goes to hweeteng and adam as well!
For those who had done well, well done and for those who are intending to retake , jiayou!
and i agree with what mr chan had say " To pass is an easy thing,But to get a Distinction it's not as easy as we think".
So once and for all thanks you people,regardless is it the hugs that you guys gave me , those word and msgs that grats me , THANKS!
LOVE YOU GUYS!(:
I can finally sighed with a big relief and concentrate on the other subjects!