i dnt care whether you people trust me not , for me myself dnt even know what's the real meaning of trust .

Friends come and go .
not much stay with you through thick and thin .
I have been through all kinds of friendship problems ,
regardless is it people backstabbing me , left me in a lurch and etc .
start to realise being normal friends with peoples are more relaxing than being best friends .(though i Have quite a number of close friends right now ((: )
Because we do not need to care so much for their feelings , and afterwards we could just joke around again . You wont come to think of it , am i being rude to that person and etc ?Will that person talk bad things behind my back ?
well , light reveals one truth self .
For now , im just trying to be normal friends with some of the peoples .
Whether they trust me or not is their problem already , i dnt mind .
Being neutral , that's the only thing i will do .
I wont follow with any of the crowd .
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.