I AM VERY TIRED OF ALL THIS .
JUST STOP THIS FOR ONCE .
LET ME STUDY IN PEACE CAN NOT ?
IM SO TIRED OF IT .
SO TIRED OF IT .
SERIOUSLY .
I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE .
tell me why .
tell me when euu going to stop all this stupid, silly and childish quarrels .
do you knw how terrible i felt deep inside .
do you knw how scared i am feeling deep inside .
terrified of all this things .
for how long have i been enduring this .
for how long i had stop crying over this matter till today i couldnt take it anymore .
i told myself to be strong , to be strong .
and it works , for only a short period of time .
i knw i shouldnt shouted at you just nw , but i couldnt take it anymore .
dnt you think that you are too suspicion over some particular matters .?
i dunno how younger bro feels , but i knw that he couldnt take it at times too.
we had been suppressing and hiding our emotions over this matter deep inside .
all this while i duno am i leading a happy or sad life.
happy becos i gt great friends ard me .
sad life , partly becos of this and some stupid ppls .
who knws how am i feeling exactly ?
who cares , maybe some , those usual ones .
im trying to live my life to the fullest .
somehow , i felt loveless at times too .
everyone is wearing a mask now , even me .
why do i lead such a pathetic life ?
how would you feel when friends backstab you ?
how would you feel when friends doesnt treat you as what friends are suppose to be ?
how would you feel when friends insult your intelligence ?
how would you feel when friends doesnt treat you with honesty and sincerity ?
how would you feel when you doesnt have a harmonious family ?
how would you feel when your hse was full of quarrels everyday ?
how would you feel ??
i am no longer strong , no longer .
i tried to hide my emoness for once , but not now , anymore .