well .
am i escaping from the reality ?
or like wht darryl had say abt me ,
i acted to be happy in class nowadays .
even not funny things i will still laugh .
im trying my very best to be happy now ..
but when i tried to be happy ,
people like darryl say i acted untill so fake .
LOL .
but i dnt care alr uh .
i love my life now .
but at least i know that even if im acting , i'm leading a happy life now (?)
i seriously have no idea wht is happening to me ,
and i dnt want and dnt bother to think about it .
it's waste of my time to think about it .
think that i'm wearing a mask , think that im a faker , think that im not one to be dependable on ,think that im not trustable , think that im not a great friend , i bloody hell dnt care abt it .
perhaps , im just really trying to be happy on the surface ...?
for now the only thing that i hope for , is to not being hurt over and over again .
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Lost sight
Couldn't seeWhen it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright
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oh ya , good luck to my dearest friends uh ! first day in poly!
jiayou, jiayou !
dnt forget me uh !
hehehe =DD
hope we will still hang out to have lots of fun and laughters together !
love you guys ! (: