Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.









Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ,
7:26 PM

aft so many years of friendship , i realised i dnt understand you at all .
i think you have split personalities ?
well , if you didnt do something wrong abt it ,what for being fear abt ?
and now im saying that im not siding with anyone .
yes im not siding anyone .
i dnt trust people that much , except a few ..
it's too hard for me to trust somone right now , you will nvr know who will betray you next .
i trust myself the most , that's wht i can say .
and i can see that you doesnt trust me and right now i also need to tell you that i dnt trust you really too
think im a faker?
HAHA
i dnt mind .
it's my life , my blog .
i say or rather blog whatever things that i like ..
and if you're trying to act pity and innocent infront of me , let me tell you straight .
no way you can make me fall into the trap .
i had seen it clearly , who you are .
you say i dnt bother abt you when you say ur problems , but let me ask you first .
do you even bother abt my problems when i tell you ?
NO , you didnt .
and those words that you had say makes me think that you think that i will betray you .
so fucked up over this .
perhaps in ur eyes im this kind of person uh .
well , i shall not be bother abt it .
but I just feel a sense of consternation .
i dnt bear grudges , and regardless of what bad things your had say abt me , i dnt mind .
i shall let it be .
let bygones be bygones.
but one thing for sure is , those things that your had done behind my back , had already let me know that your this kind of person .
and the fact that i think that your this kind of person will not change .
how i think of your , it's NVR gonna be change , unless some miracles do happen .