I'm really tired of all these.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ,

12:16 AM

perhaps , im just not special to you guys .
i felt so fucking left out , and i kept myself quiet .
im sicked and tired of this life .
but if i told you guys , will you guys care abt it?
i dnt seem to have any best friends or rather called good friends ard me .
everythiing just seems to be faded .
my light of life has disappeared and im back on my sec 2 track right now .
even when you guys wanting go out , you guys didnt even open ur mouth and ask me .
and zj , i told you i will treat u on ktv right .but euu insisted that ktv will be fun if rosanne is going .
then now leiis .
grace asked u go ktv this sat , you agree .
what is this seriously .
just simply fucked up.
i hate myself now .
simply ahbor .
i fucking dnt want turn 17 !
cos i knw euu guys wont be celebrating for me anymore .
zj , you cant imagine the pain tt i had went through .
250307 isnt impt to you anymore isnt it?

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