I'm really tired of all these.

Monday, December 15, 2008 ,

5:17 PM

infront of family : I am a ugly , money faced girl .
my temper was horrible , i am a spend-thrift .
i am selfish , i am stupid .
my life was horrible .

for friends : some i hurt them once and they disgust th feeling of being my friend .
some took me for granted , some happily treat me hot and cold when they like it .
some shoot you till th limitis you cant stand .
some only comes find you when they have problems .

so i see , this was how my life works .
it's pointless to treat those4 ppl fucking good .
god , pls let me die as early as possible .
once again , my world is rainning .

there are far too many things happening..
from th start till now , everything is my fault .
it will and always be my fault .

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