I'm really tired of all these.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 ,

6:45 PM

second post of th day .
had been wondering why do i have such a "wonderful" brain , which caused me thinking it days and nights .
sometimes , lying on my bed , closing my eyes , thought was sleeping .
but inside my mind , lots of things flash through .
and it got me sleepless .
somehow , somewhere , i feel like exchanging my brain with some mentally handicapped ppl.
like tt they can lead a simple life , and not to worry each passing day .
how i wish i could !
and now thn i noe , trust isnt so impt as we think .
ppl might think that trust are impt for friendships , but now i realised it's not tht substantial .
friends can talk to you ; but this doesnt mean that they trust you in a way .
there's lots of unheard things you will nvr knw;deep inside a human heart .
in short , humans are evil and scheming too .
people always say live life to th fullest , but i guess there's millions and zillions of ppl in this world , who didnt live life to their fullest , for a single day .
can you imagine a optimistic person turns into a pessimistic person one day ?
that he/she began to bottle up their things and go emo .
though on th surface , he/she was like happily chatting with ppl ard him/her .
but yeah , it was all an ACT .
there's some things in life that are inevitable .
no matter how tired you are living ; turned back to those times when you had a hard time overcoming those obstacles , do you think by ending it or giving up everything is worth it ?
and see it through ur eyes , who are always there for you , when you need them .
so ,my conclusion is , everyone is evil;selfish;and blah in some ways .
and life is indeed unfair , but i just have to accept th fact , and continue moving ahead .

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