I'm really tired of all these.

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ,

6:24 PM

today..
normal sch day .
nth much .
just tt we solved a maths question for almost half an hour -.-
but blame tt sch setter , so sucks .
thn yupp , somehow yan ling singing do entertain me when i was boring .lmaos
i just wanna say sth .
you treated me cold nvm , i alr get used to it .
but muz you treat mei ying , SOMEHOW just like how you treated me too ?
why cant you treat her just like th way you treat grace , tze yi and li zhen . i just dun understand .
treat me cold , it's ok for me becos maybe i deserve it .
but now , i dun give a bloody damn hell abt it .
becos you had alr made me dead towards this friendship .
from th sch starts , you alr treated me so coldly , i didnt utter nor complaint a word .
keeping it all to myself , until I really cant take it and decided to tell someone abt it .
during those times , looks like i'm th one talking to you , caring for you unwillingly still .
but how did you treat me .
you treated me damn bloody cold .
talked to me as if you will die , replied me with cold answers or cold reactions .
have you thought of my feelings before , did you put urself in my shoes and think abt it .
so this was wht euu call friends .
time just pass by slowly each day , til now it's alr mid of august alr .
from th time we had our cold war til now , count it man .
how long did i endure all these ?
for 3 mths !
entirely !
these 3 months was so tough for me , but luckily i still got friends ard me and ms lee to support me , asked me to stay strong , cant breakdown .
esp when during this period i faced family problems .
each day we didnt talk to each other ,each day this friendship drifted away more worst .
I suffered alot and yet I learnt alot of things ..
Now , I dun care how you treat me cos i'm deep numb inside alr .
把我当朋友或不是朋友也好 , 反正我已不在乎了 .
what i can say was ,I'm disappointed when i heard those words .
counting th steps that I had taken .
unexpectedly , tears just rolled down my cheeks , but I told myself tt this will be th last time i would cry for this friendship .
zj : you can say whatever things you want and i noe you hate ppl saying things behind ur back , but i guess this is th only way i can communicate with you , it's just basically my thoughts and i hope you realli wont treat mei ying just like th way you treat me .

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