I just dunno wth is happening ard me ?
leave or dun leave .
will i be happier if i leave tt group soon enough ??
and they doesnt even bother to care abt our feelings , why should we care abt their feelings?
why should I fret over them .
i told myself it's nt worth it , but why am i still thinking abt it .
and i'm just completely tired.
but wht i noe it's tt i need to stay strong
strong strong strong!!!
today yan ling told me tt
perhaps , when time is awoke , maybe she knws who is important to her and stuffs .
and we might get close again .
but my heart had a mixed feelings ..
one says , why muz i forgive her becos last year she alr knew she regretted it tt our friendship turn sour , and i alr gave her th chance .
another say tt maybe i should forgive her
it's like so damn damn funny la can .
now i'm hoping for time to heal , but i gt wht injuries to heal me
they hurt me , i dun realli feel hurt deep inside.
like wht jd told me , perhaps our relationship was a beach with all th sands eroded away alr*
thre are just so many guesses to a question , but til now i still dunno th answer .
now thn i noe , nvr underestimate a tiny weeny thing becos it will cause some unexpected thing to happen .
which was now , becos of my temper , make euu difficult to be my friend . i find it unrealistic and unbelievable .perhaps , i had alr exceeded ur limit .