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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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7:31 PM
firstly . i'm moodless . I gt th courage to face all this , but i'm sicked and tired of it . family problems , my friendship with zj . seriously moodless . today nearly fully break down . cried infront of grace and lz. yupp , now th only thing which can make me burst into tears was family problems . i'm stressed , stressed out . but somehow my friends ard me at least still can brighten up my day at least , but nt her . i'm blessed . and i thank god for sending them to me . seriously i cant imagine them without them , they are th greatest gift of th world . and what i had predict and see , seems like it's always correct . but i can say is tt , avoiding problems is a short-term solution . we must face it bravely and overcome it and i'm thankful tt aft so many things , i'm still brave enough to face it but nt escaping it . dunno why some ppl love escaping from problems ,and some stupid foolish ppl who leave everything to god when it's up to them to grab th chance and use it wisely . these are all foolish ppl . those who doesnt say th truth , they tends to suffer more and hurt more than those who say th truth out . somehow , every words and actions are linked tgt . observed it , you guys will know . i felt sth fishy though .. perhaps what sr told me was right . i had alr let go th friendship in my heart , but not mentally . I still need time . |
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